when i try to look for you, you never seem to be there. but…

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Posted by: pinky_spat_vomitt Original: 11/14/2005 10:46 AM Views: 106 Comments: 2 eProps: 4 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Monday, November 14, 2005

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Speak Squeak
By Melt-Banana
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when i try to look for you, you never seem to be there. but when i finally find you, i act like i dont care. i know its creepy, i admit, i'm strange, maybe mentally unstable, or even deranged because i'm constantly cursed with thoughts relating to you, i try to stop thinking but its that i can't do. i wish i could tell you, at the same time i'm glad i havent, i know you'd run away as soon as this obsession became apparent. but your a cool girl, and so am i, we both like gritty glitter and a simple pot high, we're meant for eachother, but that you'll never know, overwhelming secret i hope will cease to grow. we are friends, i suppose it depends, if i show you my real self or keep sitting on this shelf.

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well, you certainly are intriguing. your world is a perplexing world, but hauntingly beautiful, it keeps me coming back and back.

my life is put on pause, relationship wise. I'll became fully pessimistic and i suppose that can be ignorant in itself, but there's so much about the world in my heart shape box that is NOT agreeing with me right now.

i really hope you're not imbalanced despite those feelings. i feel as if striving for stability would actually make one feel so much better. indulging in a deeper truth and faller deeper- that's something to ponder about

Posted 11/14/2005 11:16 PM by SolAceIsBeautiful - reply