Currently Listening Better Than Heaven By Stacey Q Two of Hearts see related

she said to me....oh what was it?

something to do with restructuring my life, getting a grip, letting go of that knife?

i think i remember. in frosty december. my birthday had passed. i had been waiting. for something...something. what was i looking for?

finding myself crippled,demure,unsure,still pure but sick without cure. and i still don't know what i'm searching for.

'caring is creepy' -said the girl gone too late...after slutting herself out to me on a plate. but what if i care? i do really care? 'but caring is creepy!' - i don't think thats fair! so basically all you want is some sex? ' yeah, that and some pills and i'll be on my way' -oh...ok. if thats all you need, in that case i'll drown myself in self loathing and bleed. ' you selish fuck,' so i lost my luck. you bitch, your the glitch. get the fuck out my head. if it wernt for your greed i'd be happy instead.  i can forget. force myself to forget. theres others who like me. i think anyway. special people unlike you who don't eaqt me like prey. i dont need you. i dont need you. i dont need you. you need me.xxxxxxxx